I called Hollie today and we had a talk. We were supposed to hang out but I kind of overworked myself with something that… well I went to visit my friend’s dad Mr. C and it was just tiring for me was all. Anyway, I’ve been thinking and I think I’ve been doing pretty well [...]
Um Do These Apples Come In Diet?
Well today’s been a combo day today because I haven’t slept in 48 hours. It’s been a crazy ride because I’ve been half asleep walking around like a zombie. Anyways, this morning, decided that I’m going to talk to the girl and finally have it out with her. I go to her workplace and she’s [...]
Use it or lose it
The evolution of my thoughts seem to be more and more interesting. My philosophy on my most recent relationship is jumping back and forth. I feel like a manic depressive. Sometimes I’m hopeful. Sometimes not so much. I remember when we first got together which is what felt like a century ago. I still remember [...]
Best Buy and More
So I had my orientation today. It was rather exciting. I don’t know if I’ll like it. I like it better than Claire’s already, but I see a lot of talk online about a lot of scorned Best Buy former employees. I hope it’s not going to be a repeat of Claire’s, but the good [...]
Friends? What friends?
I realize that I don’t have many true friends in my life. I don’t know if I really have one. The best friends I know are too busy when I’m in a crisis, and don’t do favors for me unless there’s something in it for them. I’m not saying all, but most. The best friend [...]
Scholasticallllll
My relapse symptoms seem to be dissipating. I still have a twitch under my right eye that won’t stop. I recently developed some insomnia which I guess is normal. I still get random headaches and there’s a pressure built up in my head about three out of every five hours in the day. My sleep [...]
I wonder
I wonder sometimes if she loves me deep inside her somewhere. Maybe there’s just a little cache left that I haven’t completely demolished. I find myself praying for that piece. I called her this morning, against the wishes of half the people I know… Nobody wants to see me with her except maybe Anna and [...]
Two Codies and an X
Apollo somehow hooked up with me again on his way to College Station for a run, and convinced me to take some C’s and on his way back he gave me some more and a hit of X. My friend’s helping me out with the rest of the C’s. He’s stuck through me since middle [...]
